... and if you should fall remember you almost had it all
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Deja-vu all over again 27 March 2009
Death 17 February 2009
Alive 09 February 2009
Goodbye??? 20 December 2008
an update and more 22 August 2008
back with photos 15 April 2008
nothing 29 January 2008
b r o k e n 29 September 2007
I'm ba-ack! 23 August 2007
down down down 2 September 2005
delirious 15 August 2005
never good enough 19 July 2005
and it's always about the weight... 25 June 2005
back 17 June 2005
gone. 16 May 2005
ANGER 28 April 2005
messed.up. 25 April 2005
letter to therapist 17 April 2005
mixed thoughts 10 April 2005
sadness 17 March 2005
older and more disgusting 8 March 2005
invisible 13 February 2005
passing the time 15 January 2005
another year 2 January 2005
it's not real 19 December 2004
admission? 7 December 2004
the end is near 4 December 2004
nonsense 25 November 2004
hosptial again 10 November 2004
bye counsellor 1 November 2004
a living hell 13 October 2004
too sick 15 September 2004
nothing 25 August 2004
-blur- 16 August 2004
Doctor ramblings 9 August 2004
waiting game 1 August 2004
tears and hatred 22 July 2004
scattered ramblings 15 July 2004
small words 14 June 2004
yearning for endless sleep 2 May 2004
I hate you, I'm sorry 25 April 2004
feels like giving up 12 April 2004
Older 19 March 2004
FAT 1 March 2004
reaching for help 21 February 2004
suffocating 15 February 2004
The fall before the crash 07 February 2004
Expectations 31 January 2004
counting down... 24 January 2004
this and that 17 January 2004
There's just too much that time cannot erase 9 January 2004
good riddance 2003 30 December 2003
for my psych - a vent 20 December 2003
Stranger things have happened 9 December 2003
violated 29 November 2003
brothers 24 November 2003
fight 16 November 2003
sick of the sickness 12 November 2003
feeling crappy 5 November 2003
What the fuck ever 1 November 2003
reflections 24 October 2003
bad week 17 October 2003
anticlimax 11 October 2003
Hold the phone 3 October 2003
on the edge 3 October 2003
recovering 29 September 2003
one year 22 September 2003
waiting... 18 September 2003
venting 13 September 2003
Results and thoughts 8 September 2003
crisis semi-over 4 September 2003
Physical 30 August 2003
screw living in the here and now 28 August 2003
oh crap 21 August 2003
"overweight with severe anorexia"? 20 August 2003
Losing hope 8 August 2003
still stuffing up 2 August 2003
asking for help 24 July 2003
... it's only getting worse 19 July 2003
Trying, but not succeeding 11 July 2003
Tears 5 July 2003
hospital? 20 June 2003
sick 19 June 2003
First day of the new me? 16 June 2003
goals shmoals 8 June 2003
FAT 31 May 2003
Petty 12 May 2003
End 6 May 2003
Post-binge 4 May 2003